i can't stand the memories that rivers won't let me relive. hand in hand and mouth to mouth. ashes to sin. we prayed on a star. i have to find another way to lift myself up and over the pain. then i wouldn't lose my broken heart at the thought of a life that could be gone. it goes on and on and on. the walks that i still dream about. the fields that carry my hands, reaching out. artemis, screaming for truth, now you're suffocating in your lies over sounding seas. tearing up the amazon. so i can feel whole again.