What if I'm not meant to love And I've lost all of my chosen ones Being picky and obscene? (Picky and obscene) What if love wasn't made for me? I'm tired of waking up in my own head Staring for hours at my phone in bed Swiping left, swiping right None of it seems right
And maybe it's just me, but
I don't wanna be eighteen Getting married in a church with a diamond ring If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love (No, no, no) I don't wanna be twenty-three With a white picket fence, no job and no degree If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love (No, no, no)
I wanna see the world, feel it all Make mistakes, be my downfall Break my heart a couple times Love myself out of spite
And maybe it's just me, but
I don't wanna be eighteen Getting married in a church with a diamond ring If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love (No, no, no) I don't wanna be twenty-three With a white picket fence, no job and no degree If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love Love, love, love, love (Ah, ah, ah, ah)
I don't wanna be forty-three Living half my life, nothing to show of me If that's it, (Maybe) if that's it (Maybe) Maybe, it's just me
I don't wanna be eighteen Getting married in a church with a diamond ring If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love (No, no, no) I don't wanna be twenty-three With a white picket fence, no job and no degree If that's it then I don't wanna fall in love (No!) No, I don't wanna fall in love (No!)