I always say, I always say it's the last time
A promise I can't keep
I always say that I will control myself and that I will be okay
But I lie straight through my teeth
And although I try and do it with the best intentions
They're good, they never break, but I'll still drop them
But this demon on my shoulder wants to pull me down

Another sleepless night
Looking at the ceiling
Wondering how I could
Calm my head, calm my head
Why

I see red
My blood is boiling and it shows
When all you are a weapon
You shoot them until you end up alone
I look good
But I can't take the highs and the lows
All I am is a weapon
I shoot them until I end up alone

I always say
That I hate the way you
Look at me now
And I swear
I did not want
Be a disappointment
But what I did can't be fixed
With my apologies

Another sleepless night
Looking at the ceiling
Wondering how I could
Calm my head, calm my head
Why

I see red
My blood is boiling and it shows
When all you are a weapon
You shoot them until you end up alone
I look good
But I can't take the highs and the lows
All I am is a weapon
I shoot them until I end up alone

No, I will not sink
No, I will not give up
Sweet Surrender
Everything is better now
No, I will not sink
No, I will not give up
Sweet Surrender
It's better now

I see red
My blood is boiling and it shows
When all you are a weapon
You shoot them until you end up alone
I look good
But I can't take the highs and the lows
All I am is a weapon
I shoot them until I end up alone

(All I am is a weapon)
(I shoot them until I end up alone)
(All I am is a weapon)
(I shoot them until I end up alone)