counting the days go by
one by one
telling the same old lie
that life goes on

it seemed so easy and far away
now its upon me and Im hating today

and I know that I should be happy
a bright new start for everybody
but its tearing me apart
and its shattering my heart
I understand my work is done
here
but I cant move on

sorry of all the times
where I went wrong
cant help but look behind
cuz I cant be strong

trying hard to hold on because I cant let go
still afraid to be gone but time wont slow

and I know that I should be happy
a bright new start for everybody
but its tearing me apart
its shattering my heart
I understand my time is done
here
but I cant move on

saying my goodbyes
with a hug and a kiss
trying hard to hide my eyes
from the things Ill miss

I dont want to cry but Im proud of these tears
Ill try to say goodbye and walk away in cheers

cuz I know that I should be happy
a bright new start for everybody
but its tearing me apart
its shattering my heart
I understand my life is done
here
but I cant move on