virtue is relative at best there's nothing worse than a sunset when you're driving due west and i'm afraid that my life is gonna come up short there is nothing there and i guess i'm scared i want to have good news to report everytime i come up for air now i'm crusing through a chromakey blue sky but i know that sometimes all i can see is the sun in my eyes i know that sometimes all i can say is how i feel like the whole world is on the other side of a dirty windshield and i am trying to see through the glare yeah i'm struggling just to see what is there
the one person who really knows me best says i'm like a cat yeah the kind of cat that you just can't pick up and throw into your lap the kind that doesn't mind being held only when its her idea yeah the kind that feels what she decides to feel when she is good and ready to feel
and now i am crawling through the backyard i am hiding under the car i have gotten out of everything i've gotten in to so far i eat when i am hungry and i travel alone just outside all of the houses where i feel most at home but in the window you sometimes appear and your music is faint in my ear