Remembering abduction memories is far more difficult

I would see bright lights emanating from my room
that no one else was awake to see.
had unexplainable events occur in your life,
and felt strangely anxious afterwards.
large black eyes that slanted,
very thin arms,
and pale whitish-gray skin
I struggled against these liaisons
but in the end their will prevailed

i remember
sexual violation by creature
confuse them more than anything else
i lost my time of one hour or more
paralyzed in bed
with scars and marks
no possible explanation
without knowing where this compulsion is coming from
coming from lightballs

will be taken away by "someone."
abduction
will be taken away by "someone."
abduction
will be taken away by "someone."
abduction
will be taken away by "someone."

which could not be a dream
aliens here
come into your room through a window

alien examination
i have strong reaction
frozen in time
aliens fucking me inside

will be taken away by "someone."
abduction
will be taken away by "someone."
abduction
will be taken away by "someone."
abduction
will be taken away by "someone."

should not be there
beams of light
or alien beings

you will be taken away by "someone."
abduction