BUFFY Every single night The same arrangement I go out and fight the fight Still, I always feel the strange estrangement Nothing here is real Nothing here is right
I've been making shows of trading blows Just hoping no one knows That I've been going through the motions Walking through the part Nothing seems to penetrate my heart
I was always brave and kind of righteous Now I find I'm wavering Crawl out of your grave You find this fight just doesn't mean a thing
VAMPIRE 1 She ain't got that swing
BUFFY Thanks for noticing
VAMPIRE1, VAMPIRE2, DEMON She does pretty well with fiends from hell But lately, we can tell That she's just going through the motions (Going through the motions) Faking it some how
DEMON She's not even half the girl she - ow.
BUFFY Will I stay this way forever? Sleepwalk through my life's endeavor?
MAN How can I repay - -
BUFFY Whatever.
I don't want to be Going through the motions Losing all my drive I can't even see If this is really me And I just want to be Alive!