[Verse]
Everything changed as soon as she left my life
After she was gone dawg, I was just so blind
All da friends i had made with her, didn't wanna talk
As soon as i got close to them, all they did was walk
As i try to concentrate in school, all i can do is
look back
At all da times we had togetha, i wish i had them
back
Now here i am, tryin to live life to its fullest
But i don't c a reason on livin, might as well take a
bullet
I go home and think about her more and more
As soon as i hit da bedroom, i start cryin on da
floor
All da times we had here and there, cant get away
All these memories and times are da ones messin up my
day
There isnt a second i don't think about her
Cause even my crew knows, that i still love her
I wish i could brush off all da love she gave to me
And all those great things she did and said to me
But its impossible to forget da one you love da most
Me personally, i'd get drunk and have a toast
To da girl of my heart, to da girl of my dreams
To da girl my heart wants da most, i can hear my heart
scream
It cant take da pain no more, its to much for my
heart
My eyes still shed tears, to da words "We will never
be apart"
A young man, trying to make it someway
Cause i know i cant be suffering like this every day

[Chrous]x2
I don't know what to do, my heart cries inside
Tellin me "Please, get me off this painful ride"
Its too much, neva thought that i would suffer like
this
But its my fault of da dumb things that i did

[Verse]
I know what to do, but I'm afraid it wont work
I got a feelin, if i try, all of of this will go
beserk
Why in da world risk it, either way I'm too weak now
I don't go out no more, always in da same town
I'm losin my head, i ain't da same no more
Use to smoke and drink, but i don't need dat no more
I need to have a better life, but i cant with this
gap
Dats inside my heart, dats why is dis sadness dat i
rap
I almost comitted suicide over her
But i didn't cause i knew my family would end up gettin
hurt
I went to Mexico, found my self a latina
She was beautiful, man u shoulda seen her
But i didn't talk to her, i was way too depressed
For da fact, in my life, in done lost da best
I wish i could have anotha chance, but it ain't
happenin
I hear da echo of her voice inside, just laughin
Makin fun of me casue i lost her man
I feel like lettin tears go, but i gotta to be a man
Ima make it through, i know i will
Ima be sittin low, turnin da sterrin wheel
After i get everythin in life, ima be missin somethin
I know i'll never forget her cause my heart is always
buggin
About how bad he wants her back home
But dat ain't happenin no more, might as well live life
alone

[Chrous]x2
I don't know what to do, my heart cries inside
Tellin me "Please, get me off this painful ride"
Its too much, neva thought that i would suffer like
this
But its my fault of da dumb things that i did