I keep hearing that I've changed
I crawl out of my skin but I feel the same
I know what I want
I want what I need
But in the end it's so far from reach
They tell me I'm a step away
And I need to take the blame


I keep having this recurring dream
Where I look at my hands and I find my teeth
I'm afraid of loss
I'm scared of change
I'd scream out loud until my point found it's way
Remember to breathe
Remember to feel


Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh


I don't want to be this way anymore
I'll crush whatever comes up through the floor
I know what I've got
You're so good for me
But in the end it's the same tired story
And I've written this song before
I've sung this song before


11. Somewhere Beside Me
It's all about remembering
And I can't recall
Without you here to help me
Just like the chorus to the song that I forgot
I need you to sing to me


Somewhere there was a phone call
Where I do speak
And these moments, they make my heart weak
There's no closure when the goodbye we had
Was never supposed to last


Wait up, wait, I can still remember Portsmouth
You're more than a picture I still try to flirt with
Oh no, we're not who we used to be
I always thought that I'd go into this with you
Somewhere beside me


Sometimes I talked to you as if you were here
Holding a photo of us on the pier
Summertime, your brown hair and your blue eyes
Oh but this glossy doesn't hold the candle to us anymore


Wait up, wait, I can still remember Portsmouth
You're more than a picture I still try to flirt with
Oh no, we're not who we used to be
I always thought that I'd go into this with you
Somewhere beside me


She called me crazy for trying to talk to you, oh
But I'm tired of feeling like I'm missing you, oh


Wait up, wait, I can still remember Portsmouth
You're more than a picture I still try to flirt with
Oh no, we're not who we used to be
I always thought that I'd go into this with you
Somewhere beside me