Let down... I'm constantly
Years count, so why am I distant now?
And the lies that you tied 'round my neck
have me held down
I'll waste with the earth
So why've I nothing to say, "I'll hold you against me"?
Like the hole in my chest
where regret and disappointment lay
Like my father would teach me, if he hadn't cowered away
My hands, they're weak
The earth stains me as I dig through the dirt
My soul, I bury deep into the ground where you left me
Just to feel you, it kills me
So I hold you against me
I found the letter that night, you wrote it back to me
I can't breathe, I can't breathe in this house with you here
Dear, if you're reading this... it's killing me
I found the letter that night, I wrote it in my sleep
I can't breathe, I can't breathe in this house with you here
Dear, if you're reading this... it's you... and it kills me
Just to feel you, it kills me
Just to feel you, it kills me
Just to feel you, it kills me