She said I'm not pointing fingers He said yes you are Cause you would't bring it up if you weren't If I told you I've been walking out in the dark night thinking Would you take as truth this alcoholics words No i can't change what's done is done but I can tell you this not a day goes by that i don't curse myself and all my sins and i need you to hold on to while this part of me is dieing No i haven't kicked the demons that haunt me i'm trying i'm trying
She sat down on the floor and said i wish that i was stronger right now i feel as fragile as glass and I want to believe you believe what's held you has freed you and i hate these doubts that keep on coming back my parents think i'm crazy for staying here this long but there's nothing more i want for us than to prove to them they're wrong and i don't want to be afraid I don't want to think you're lying though i haven't found the faith that i need i'm trying i'm trying
He asked do you want me to leave cause if you do you know I will but she said much to his disbelief No I love you still
He said I don't know why i've been the fool but i can tell you this not a day goes by that i don't curse my self and all my sins then he dropped down to his knees by now they both were crying he said I haven't been the man I want to be but I'm trying I'm trying Oh I'm trying Oh I'm trying