I'm not really sure what insanity is to tell you the truth so sometimes I feel I'm going in a path it's going against the river, going against the wave going against what other people are doing But I don't necessarily call that insanity I really don't call that insanity Sometimes when I look at the mass of people or turn on the Tv, I just shake my head and say this is insanity, this is insanity, normality is insanity I can't escape it, it's everywhere Wherever I look it's there so I'm not quite clear on what the word means anymore
Of course, I'm afraid of dying, everybody is Everything on the planet is afraid of dying whether it's a dog, whether it's a mosquito whether its a turtle, whether it's a cat everything's programmed to survive Everything doesn't want to nothing wants to die, everything's struggling to live I guess humans but I wouldn't necessarily say this for certain are maybe most aware of the fact that they're going to die and I guess that makes the whole journey a lot more difficult, more complex and more challenging than perhaps what goes through an animals mind but I wouldn't say that for certain
Well you know I'm certain certain people who came into contact with me during my life will remember me, there is no doubt about it and as time goes on less and less people might remember me unless what I've what achieved in my art has some sort of eternal meaning to it It's always impossible to judge whether this will happen or not happen it's... it's... whether it's just chance I guess maybe skill, maybe chance whatever it is that you have uh a following that goes beyond your own life But ultimately I guess, they say everything will disappear and I guess the planet might disappear when the sun goes out