I feel like a modern woman
I get up late, I'm always saying
"Man, I gotta hit the DMV"
Always bills I'm paying
I feel like shit in the afternoon
2pm is a wormhole into buying clothes on Instagram
And standing in front of my fridge eating deli ham

If I could choose to be
Free of modernity
What would it make of me?

I want something to feel
I want anything that's real
I'll take whatever will hit me
Just hit me hard
Hit me hard
Hit me hard
I don't wanna be numb anymore
I can't check out of what I am made for
I waited forever to want it again
And I want it
Want it
Want it
Want it again

I feel like a modern woman
An effortless, beautiful mess
I'm crying in a way that's not pathetic
You just wouldn't get it
They love me when I am miserable
'Cause I'm super marketable
Sad girl sings a simple song
And all the others sing along

If you could sell to me
A brand new way to be
I would buy it, but I'd rather be free

I want something to feel
I want anything that's real
I'll take whatever will hit me
Just hit me hard
Hit me hard
Hit me hard
I don't wanna be numb anymore
I can't check out of what I am made for
I waited forever to want it again
And I want it
Want it
Want it
Want it again
Give me a book to read and look smart
Tell me what I should eat and how hard
I need to try before I fall apart
I wanna feel, oh I wanna feel
Give me a book to read and look smart
Tell me what I should eat and how hard
I need to try before I fall apart
I wanna feel, oh I wanna feel

I want something to feel
I want anything that's real
I'll take whatever will hit me
Just hit me hard
Hit me hard
Hit me hard
I don't wanna be numb anymore
I can't check out of what I am made for
I waited forever to want it again
And I want it
Want it
Want it
Want it again