falling back to where we start again disturbing shift to something less than desired and are you glad to have me off your shoulder? relieved i was so easy to get over maybe you haven't finished yet yet are words this fragile? they deflate at the first sign of fear your world disassembled but you won't give me a chance to help you heal we don't deserve you should move on advice through phone lines stinging strong but i could never despise a face i adore i'll hide behind these sunken eyes pretend i don't care you've denied remember: i was everything you ever wanted oh everything you wanted and now i'm falling back to where we start again disturbing shift to something less than desired and are you glad to have me off your shoulder? relieved i was so easy to get over i haven't finished yet yet i close my eyes i can't seem to forget i'm back there with you i'm lying in your bed the slightest stir provokes your lips to move to mine and i'm listening as you hold your breath reveling in the thought of you beside me why did this change? what happens now? forced to build up wall i let down but you still find a way to charm me somehow my head spins as if abused unanswered question leave me confused but you're still everything i've ever wanted you're still everything you're still my everything