I put these words onto the pages
But they never made sense, made sense to me
Never showed me who I should be
I'm numb to feel the changes
It's like I'm gone, no trace, no trace of me
Watch me burn out hopelessly
When you look in my eyes
Can you see what I'm feeling?
I reach for the stars but I can't break the ceiling
I've been losing days and missing my nights
Missing all the time I had left to write

But I'vе been fixing myself and my honest mistakes
My lifе anymore runs to a different pace
I'm not giving up right
These dreams haunt me all night
It's hard not to run when you've lost the fight

It's hard to live this life
When you're feeling hollow
I start to fantasize
Not being here tomorrow
As I walk to the gallows
Breathing is shallow
I start to feel like I've lost this battle
I try to realize
A new horizon brings tomorrow

Do you know how it feels
With the odds out to get you
Without a second to heal
While you're laying stranded with no way to get through
Breathe in, breathe out, let it go
Breathe in, don't fret tomorrow
But it's hard to let it go
When it's all you know

But I've been fixing myself and my honest mistakes
My life anymore runs to a different pace
I'm not giving up right
These dreams haunt me all night
It's hard not to run when you've lost the fight

It's hard to live this life
When you're feeling hollow
I start to fantasize
Not being here tomorrow
As I walk to the gallows
Breathing is shallow
I start to feel like I've lost this battle
I try to realize
A new horizon brings tomorrow

It's hard to live this life
When you're feeling hollow
I fantasize
Not being here tomorrow
It's hard to live this life
When you're feeling hollow
I fantasize
Not being here tomorrow
I fantasize
Not being here tomorrow
I fantasize
Not being here tomorrow

It's hard to live this life
When you're feeling hollow
I start to fantasize
Not being here tomorrow
It's hard to live this life
When you're feeling hollow
I start to fantasize
Not being here tomorrow
As I walk to the gallows
Breathing is shallow
I start to feel like I've lost this battle
Try to realize
A new horizon brings tomorrow