I am deep within myself My motives all unclear Guilt & sorrow have my heart And you're not here Painful are the memories That filter through my mind Knowing I would pay a price I was not blind Open up your eyes I'm here For you, now just believe How can I be sure? Can I let myself be free? Unconditional love means Just what it says, you see After what I did to you How can you still love me? Was it really you And did you mean it? Is it really true Am I Forgiven? Sitting in my cell I wait The verdict to come in Judge & jury have no mercy For my sin Sleeping through my days & nights A cloudy sunless haze Let me go, leave me alone This is my way.