I look in the mirror and I hate what I see Man, I hate how I'm living Different pills every week cause I need 'em to sleep And I got no prescription Got stains on my shirt Smoking blunts when I hurt, but they barely work Load the barrel and burst a big hole through my body Might cop a few Xans, live my life as a zombie
Where no one could find me Police wouldn't try me Light up the bong, take some hits and I'm flying Nothing could feel any better than dying I'm right where you left me Always felt happiness, even through texting Your voice would echo all in my mind Borrow my heart and I'll borrow your time
Treat you the way that I wanted to, all of the shit that I done for you Vanquished from all of my memories, hope you remember me Your mortal enemy, everything everyone hate Born by mistake So what you expect? Alone in my room with a knife at my neck Cut right to the left and I know that I'm dead
I hope that your happy Can't even look at me, I hate my reflection And if I die early, they'll blame my depression The Devil just knocked and I think that I'll let him in Side of my mind, he can take what he needs cause without it I'm fine He insert and rewind all the time that we spent If he gave me a price, I'd pay down to the cent
I look in the mirror and I hate what I see Man, I hate how I'm living Different pills every week cause I need 'em to sleep And I got no prescription Got stains on my shirt Smoking blunts when I hurt, but they barely work Load the barrel and burst a big hole through my body Might cop a few Xans, live my life as a zombie
Where no one could find me Police wouldn't try me Light up the bong, take some hits and I'm flying Nothing could feel any better than dying I'm right where you left me Always felt happiness, even through texting Your voice would echo all in my mind Borrow my heart and I'll borrow your time
Treat you the way that I wanted to, all of the shit that I done for you Vanquished from all of my memories, hope you remember me Your mortal enemy, everything everyone hate Born by mistake So what you expect? Alone in my room with a knife at my neck Cut right to the left and I know that I'm dead
I hope that your happy Can't even look at me, I hate my reflection And if I die early, they'll blame my depression The Devil just knocked and I think that I'll let him in Side of my mind, he can take what he needs cause without it I'm fine He insert and rewind all the time that we spent If he gave me a price, I'd pay down to the cent