Introduction to the wildlife, living in my dreams at night
Go back to sleep, roaches crawl into my mouth
9 Years old, not a day went by
I wake up. I throw up the bile
Carry me. I slept on the toilet seat
What the fuck was wrong with me?
I made up so many stories to explain
The horrible feelings nobody believed in
Pain's no stranger
Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening
Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way
I was sick and nobody helped me
Get it out, get it out
Something's inside me
Get it out, get it out
I was sick and nobody helped me
My parents failed to know
This problem was eventually solved all on its own
Didn't seem so bad at the time
I was just a child, I couldn't have known
Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening
Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way
I was sick and nobody helped me
Get it out, get it out
Something's inside me
Get it out, get it out
I was sick and nobody helped me
(Hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me, lonely)
All my confidence just rattles and shakes
Like my arms and legs and even my lips when I'm awake
I can't fight this all on my own
I was sick and nobody helped me
I was sick and nobody…
My independence stems from you not giving a fuck
Hold me
Rewind, I can finally guess what was happening
Cut up the pieces, put them together in a brand new way
I was sick and nobody helped me
Get it out, get it out
Something's inside me
Get it out, get it out
I was sick and nobody helped me
You never, never helped me