Things that make me feel like dead
Negative feelings hanging around my head

Nothing will change what you read
Nothing will change what you read

I know all I need to improve
All I have to leave behind
All the things I need to remove
I have so much in the mind
I feel completely blind

Why do I have to be that way?
Why should I be so weak?
Will there be change someday?
Why do I feel like a freak?

I'm not a good writer, or musician or artist
But I want to be honest and true, can trust
All my problems are so complicated
I close my eyes and feel sedated

I know all I need to improve
All I have to leave behind
All the things I need to remove
I have so much in the mind
I feel completely blind

Why do I have to be that way?
Why should I be so weak?
Will there be change someday?
Why do I feel like a freak?

I can not wait to tell myself
That one day everything will get better
And I'll turn another chapter