He must think I'm dumb
I'm out of my mind
He must think I don't know where he is
Or what his lies are

He must think I'm mad
Or so insecure
He must think I need his words
To make myself feel good
But I really don't, I really don't

He never apologized
Would "sorry" change anything?
My brain in fighting, trying
To understand what he means

He won't have to knock
The door is always open
I lost the key too long ago
And now I'm stuck in here
Why can't I go? Why can't I go?

Cause all I wanna do is press erase and rewind
And if I take a step closer, maybe I'll touch the fire
Our phenix will finally die but it will rise again
And everybody's saying once the battle is over
You'll look in the mirror, maybe then you'll be sober
I don't wanna let the dark consume me again
Consume me again

Pocket knives fall
There's nothing hanging on the wall
My body's aching, but "fake it
Till you make it" is what they say

And I've had enough
Of his gently rough touch
Why can't I close my eyes
And drag him out of my mind?

Cause all I wanna do is press erase and rewind
And if I take a step closer, maybe I'll touch the fire
Our phenix will finally die but it will rise again
And everybody's saying once the battle is over
You'll look in the mirror, maybe then you'll be sober
I don't wanna let the dark consume me again
Consume me again

I think it's right to say goodbye for good this time
But every time he speaks
I change my mind

And he makes me feel like I'm the one to blame
But I'm so wrapped up
Can't pull away

Cause all I wanna do is press erase and rewind
And if I take a step closer, maybe I'll touch the fire
Our phenix will finally die but then it will rise again
And everybody's saying once the battle is over
I'll look in the mirror, maybe then I'll be sober
Don't wanna let the dark consume me again

And every word that you speak, delicious poison
I can feel it burning, but I'd rather be gone than
Be forced to see that wicked smile again

And all I wanna do is take down your empire
But you'll make me your queen, then lock me up in a tower
I think Ima let the dark consume me again
Consume me again