Missed your call for three days straight now
I'm sure I must have left you wondering
I lost myself for three months running
I'm starting to not recognize myself again
All the things I said to you back then
All the lies, shit, I guess I'm coming clean
See, the truth is that I'm a bad person
So I told you I loved you so that you would say you loved me

I'm starving, I'm shrinking, I'm turning small
What's in my mirror?
My person is not me at all
My pillows, they're talking
They're telling me off
Oh, they know, they know, they know, they know, they know

Was gonna tell you but it felt so good
So good, so good, yeah, so good, yeah
I should have stopped you but it felt too good
And I could, and I should, no, I couldn't
And I tried but I lied whеn I missed it all
Cause I died whеn you cried so I didn't
Was gonna tell you but it felt so good

I'm sitting here but my hands aren't
And you still got moment through here
Parts of you i've kept in this moment
Maybe I'd have let you win this game

I'm starving, I'm shrinking, I'm turning small
I see your questions, they're burning
And turning to smoke
I see the ceiling, it's raining, and leaving me cold
Oh, it knows, it knows, it knows, it knows, it knows

That it felt so good
So good, so good, yeah, so good, yeah
I should have stopped you but it felt so good
And I could, and I should, no, I couldn't
And I tried but I lied when I missed your call
Cause I died when you cried so I didn't
Was gonna tell you but it felt so good

Felt so good
Oh they know, they know, they know, they know, they know

Was gonna tell you but it felt so good
So good, so good, yeah, so good, yeah
I should have stopped you but it felt too good
And I could, and I should, no, I couldn't
And I tried but I lied when I missed your call
Cause I died when you cried so I didn't
Was gonna tell you but it felt so good