Lately I've been isolating myself too much
I swear these walls have seen
All my lowest points, I can hear 'em
Mocking my words, they scream 'em back at me

Okay I get it, I know that I've kinda fallen off
Haven't left this room in three days, going strong
One for all my heartbreak, the second got no clue
And third for all my mistakes I wish I could undo
I said I get it, I need to clean myself up
I pretended best, I could but you still saw
Through all my theatrics trying to seem okay
Guess I'm a shitty actress, guess I'm a shitty actress

Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

You said you were kinda sick, of me keeping to myself
I said "I know, trust mе, no one hates me morе than I do"
I think I need some help, been a lot of hell
Talking to myself trying to escape this damn bedroom

I'm trying my best to keep you from knowing
All of this fucked up shit that I am going through
But it takes so much energy
to put on a good show, a good show

Okay I get it, I know that I've kinda fallen off
Haven't left this room in three days, going strong
One for all my heartbreak, the second got no clue
And third for all my mistakes I wish I could undo
I said I get it, I need to clean myself up
I pretended best, I could but you still saw
Through all my theatrics trying to seem okay
Guess I'm a shitty actress, guess I'm a shitty actress