It all started in his bedroom
We all thought that he'd be dead
soon due to the path that he was lead to
Thought it was time to finally let loose
So he went and bought a nine
and some shells to put his head through
Man the world got you so down
But I still don't understand how you put yourself here
'Cause of the choices that you made
And still you're feeling sorry for yourself now
Get out

This madness, we can't escape
This physical sickness won't go away
Nothing works this is never gonna change
I can't believe we let it get this way

Man, what a life, same shit everyday
Still you feel ashamed because I don't want the same
'Cause I'm not you, I never have been
Where you getting these ideas inside your head kid?

I'm tired of trying to be like you
I'm trying to make all the right moves to spite you
Too many times I've been lied to
Play the victim all you want
but I still know what's inside you

Addicted, you tried finessing with the system
All you crystal sniffing punks
keep playing it up like you're the victims
Inhibitions steady hittin' with the rhythms of the sickness
You can't hide in your facade 'cause I'm a first-hand witness

I'm tired of trying to be like you
I'm trying to make all the right moves to spite you
Too many times I've been lied to
Play the victim all you want, but I still know what's inside you