Down in the abyss
Of my soul
It was hidden for so long

A vicious circle
That rules my life
A strange fucked up feeling
Known so well

I found out that I hate this life in anger
I found out that I love this life in war

This life in anger is what I love
This life in war is what I hate

Can`t you understand my fear of the future
Can`t you understand this absurd despair

This is what corrodes my insides
This is what destroys my fuckin` mind
Can`t escape of these two sides
Soon they`ll fuckin`make me blind

You`ve been here
All the time
So overwhelming
Break my goddamn spine
Wounds don`t bleed
Darkness divine
A senseless breath
Turns blood into wine

Down in the abyss
Of my soul
It was hidden for so long

A vicious circle
That rules my life
A strange fucked up feeling
Known so well
This is hell !!!

Raped, no story to tell
Strange but known so well
Forgotten but always here
Reality, you are my fear

You`ve been here
All the time
So overwhelming
Break my goddamn spine
Wounds don`t bleed
Darkness divine
A senseless breath
Turns blood into wine