I'll never be like my old self
Another day, I'm someone else
I'm breaking through another shell
I left the past, my time is now

I'm back again to my private hell
The only way is to going down
I can't stand the world around
Joyousness is a goddamn fraud

Pouring my soul outta me
untill I fit in this world
I cut my veins, let 'em bleed
then I'll live through my ghost

I'll never fear my own self
I feel safe when the lights are out
I laugh, I cry, I make no sound
Standing in here, yet never found

I'm back again to my private hell
The only way is to going down
I can't stand the world around
Joyousness is a goddamn fraud