The walls of your house were built from guilt and shame Your dad hit, and your mom cried You were stuck in your corner of the world No one saw, heard, or cared anyway You glanced at everyone else, but chose to be alone Because what if they found out? What if someone saw? What if daddy thought you had tattled? You stopped crying, no one cared You wanted to be someone, but no one noticed you
Dad released his anger And the bruises painted your skin In your room, you planned to escape To disappear, to be forgotten The first time you hit, a piece of you died But the darkness shattered For once, you were not weak and for each blow the fear vanished You were no longer afraid, when you hit, you felt strong
Mammas gråt Sjönk in som knivar Under dina revben Under dina revben Punkterade ditt hjärta Och lät dig blöda ut På insidan hade du brunnit så länge Att du nästan blivit till aska
In the darkness, I screamed words that no one heard In the darkness, I screamed words that no one heard
When I grow up, I will never be like them Daddy, please love me, mommy, please see me Anybody, help me When I grow up, I will never be like them Daddy, please love me, mommy, please see me Anybody, help me