On this road alone dead bush rolling by
Seeing stars shooting around but it's not even night
I can't even keep my legs under me even if I tried
Voices say to rest my feet but it's all just a lie
Man this struggle never ends even if I want it to
I barely can pretend cause it's not me or what I wanna do
And I'm not afraid of death
but it's something I would never choose
And I wish that I knew less
cause I'm tryna see the right of you
Lurking in the shadows oh man I feel alive
I don't think that I am seeable, I might burn from the light

And I'm tired fighting battles with me, myself and I
Cause I don't got any strategies or tactics in this mind
I keep putting people first but I need to be more selfish
And I need to know my worth
cause right now I'm really helpless
And you said that you'd be here for me
and I said: K I doubt that
Next time don't promise anything
if you're not gonna stick to it

I don't feel like playing games
I'm so mad that I could punch something
But I learned how to refrain
You said you've changed for the good
But honestly it feels the same
You said you've changed for the good
But honestly you feel the same
Yeah you feel the same

I bottle it up keep it inside no out
Let loose of all of me when you're not around
Oh, oh
Oh

I guess you didn't even understand a word I said
I don't think that you deserve me
I think you deserve the best
I can barely by, sink into the deepest depths
In my mental, in my mind it's all coming to an end

Sinking to the bottom yeah I get it, but what's up?
Trying to stay positive but it's not working out
You know you'll never hurt me, I'm already numb
Even if you tried, wish the best of luck
Lurking in the shadows oh man I feel alive
I don't think that I am seeable, I might burn from the light

And I'm tired fighting battles with me, myself, and I
Cause I don't got any strategies or tactics in this mind
I keep putting people first but I need to be more selfish
And I need to know my worth
cause right now I'm really helpless
And you said that you'd be here for me and I said
"I doubt that"
Next time don't promise anything
if you're not gonna stick to it