I wake up in this pain that runs from my head to my feet
My brain, the dumb source that poisons what I feel
I lift my head to the pitch-black sky above
Drenched in the rain that ain't about to stop

The fairy-tale is well and truly over
It ended in anguish
Struggle to regain self control

Pain lasts longer
Days grows shorter
And life flashes by
'Til I wither and die

Is it worth it feeling numb?
As they all turn their backs on me
And leave me screaming for help

Still drowning in seas of blank abhorrent perpetuity

I am the one who can't unmake what I've done
Unable to solve it the normal way, staying sane
With no one left, to stop the rain

Pull the plug, for the very last time
Once and for all, before the final curtain call

Never again!

No more glass will slit
No more nightmares to resist
Erase my memory
I've got to see it clear

Let go! Let go of my soul!
I feel it fading away
To a place of eternal confinement
I need to stop its descent

The sky is crying tears
I hope it washes all off me
Grabbing at straws, to leave the flood behind
Demons from my past
Pulling me into decay some more

I need to find a window to jump right back
Before I crack in a world so cold and black