Been through some shit
Shoulda never been
All this pain so relevant
Swear to god it never ends
Swear to god it never ends
Been at the bottom
Harder pills to swallow
Imma drown in my sorrows
Will I be here tomorrow
I don't know
I don't know
My faith here
Just won't show

Just face it I'm not changing
I'll be waiting for the day
I see a difference
I can feel it it's been it running through my veins
Quick to panic
Problematic
I'm an addict
Someone save me
Not to substance
But to overcoming
What I can't beat
Slowly my hope is now gone in the gutter
Solo and so low and I know that I'm over my
Head Inside my mind is where I never wanna be
I'm like a ship with no captain
The wind holds me captive
Been missing in action, please don't turn your back
I am alive and I'm ready for war bitch
I'll bring the horses the storm hits so quick

Been through some shit
Shoulda never been
All this pain so relevant
Swear to god it never ends
Swear to god it never ends
Been at the bottom
Harder pills to swallow
Imma drown in my sorrows
Will I be here tomorrow
I don't know
I don't know
My faith here
Just won't show

I heal slow like bruises
This riptoe so ruthless
Tiptoe in my shoes and
You'll see why I lose it
Sometimes I feel useless
I wander so clueless
Like what is my purpose
Why did I deserve this
Overworked and oversaturating
My passion with mixed emotions
Clashing everyday
I just need to get away so
Quickly
Stamina empty
Still I can't sleep
Can I stand free
My hands bleed
Like I'm a slave
To the ways of a weak mind
But Imma speak

Been through some shit
Shoulda never been
All this pain so relevant
Swear to god it never ends
Swear to god it never ends
Been at the bottom
Harder pills to swallow
Imma drown in my sorrows
Will I be here tomorrow
I don't know
I don't know
My faith here
Just won't show