This is my last time speaking
'cause I got a gun pointed to the mirror
My finger decides if my soul will be delivered
To where I came from
Making decisions is not my strong
I keep it inside and do it alone
Crying like when I was born
I think the trigger is telling me to shot
And a voice in my head are telling me to stop
God hell should I do it or not
Somebody ask for one of your gods
The tic tac clock keep sounding in my head
I've changing my habits but it never get fair
help me find some peace
get me out of this hell

I think about every night I wish I never cried about
Every time I though I was doing everything right
But I was wasting time
I was living a fucking lie
But now I've realized
With a gun pointed to my eyes

Reaped like a helpless ram
And silent like an empty crowd
And the feel is good to see that you will lose
The las thing left alive inside of you

I'm not afraid of the death
I'm not afraid of being dead
This world's so cold
but still there's chance of find some hope
I'm not afraid of the truth
I've been searching for something new
For all the pain you cost me, I'm only afraid of being you

"Yeah and one thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try"
Already said Linkin Park when you cross the line
And it reminds me
That I'm the only one who can find it
But in the end no matter what I pretend
It's all about "what do I do? "
So you tell me
'cause I'm tired of hear the same thing about it
I always play by the rules
So what you think about it?
I've fighting against inside a long time
And in all this time I never even loss a single fight
But the time has come and I've made my decision
I always think by the reason
So I choose living

I'm not afraid of the death
I'm not afraid of being dead
This world's so cold
but still there's chance of find some hope
I'm not afraid of the truth
I've been searching for something new
For all the pain you cost me, I'm only afraid of being you

I'm not afraid of the death
I'm not afraid of being dead
This world's so cold
but still there's chance of find some hope
I'm not afraid of the truth
I've been searching for something new
For all the pain you cost me, I'm only afraid of being you