By the time I get to you perhaps
I'll be in a better space
to just pour it all and run
But I'm sure
that I'll keep looking back
And turn to what I can't escape
Did you even love me once?

I don't know how hard you hit my heart
But now I'm down in the counting

If this is it for us then call the guard
Cause I can feel my body drowning
The way I keep myself together
Is by not keeping anything at all
And when I tell you that I'm better
Don't believe me when you see me fall

Tell me what is this, all of our hate
To hold onto all the time
when I should just write it off
I won't let my feelings go away
Cause in my head we are so right
though it's never quite enough

I don't know how hard you hit my heart
But now I'm down in the counting

Yeah, if this it for us then call the guard
Cause I can feel my body drowning
The way I keep myself together
Is by not keeping anything at all
And when I tell you that I'm better
Don't believe me when you see me fall

I don't need your love to know
I'm still good at "on my own"
Don't need goodbye to go
I don't mean to give you false hope

I don't need your love to know
I'm still good at "on my own"
I don't mean to give you false hope
And I don't need goodbye to go

The way I keep myself together
Is by not keeping anything at all
And when I tell you that I'm better
Don't believe me when you see me fall
Don't believe me when you see me fall
Don't believe me when you see me fall

By the time I get to you perhaps
I'll be in a better space to run