It's not you, it's me, you've heard it all before
Feel like I don't know the way I did before
Sorry if this comes out way too forced
That's 'cause it is restricted

Boy, it's so difficult, and
I need time to figure myself out
It's the bottom line
And I'm so sorry to have to say this
But it crossed my mind

That I, yeah I know I'm the worst
That I, yeah I know that it hurts
That I, I, I, I chose to pull me first
'Cause when love don't hold your hand
You stop believing that
If you ain't first, you're last
If you ain't first, you're last
Ooh oh oh

My heart is in the bag, I see you walk out the door
I'm standing here with you so you don't feel ignored
Everything I say just hurts you more
It is what it is! What you did

Truth unveils it all, truth will set me free
If I caught your call, can't be mad at me
'Cause I'm nowhere out of that now and damage has been done
Fighting an uphill battle of a war that can't be won

'Cause it be so difficult, and I need time
to figure myself out it's the bottom line
And I'm so sorry to have to say this
But it crossed my mind

That I, yeah I know I'm the worst
That I, yeah I know that it hurts
That I, I, I, I chose to pull me first
'Cause when love don't hold your hand
You stop believing that
If you ain't first, you're last
If you ain't first, you're last
Ooh oh oh

'Cause it be so difficult, and I need time
to figure myself out it's the bottom line
And I'm so sorry to have to say this
But it crossed my mind

That I, yeah I know I'm the worst
That I, yeah I know that it hurts
That I, I, I, I chose to pull me first
'Cause when love don't hold your hand
You stop believing that
If you ain't first, you're last
If you ain't first, you're last
Ooh oh oh