Missing pages of my stolen dreams My self-fulfilling prophesy I can't escape what's come before The choices I've made Tiny little skeletons hiding in their secret place The place I run to in my mind
And I will run with the symphony Of the poor little me in my head And I will dance to the orchestral poundings Of what used to be you in my bed And I will scream at the flowers For daring to be blooming near me And I'll wake up tomorrow not remembering what I've done And I'll try my very best to just be
I replaced the honour given me With self deceit, with apathy I can't escape what's next to come The choices I'll make Tiny shreds of self respect left behind, lost in neglect What have I come to in my life
And I will run with the symphony Of the poor little me in my head And I will dance to the orchestral poundings Of what used to be you in my bed And I will scream at the flowers For daring to be blooming near me And I'll wake up tomorrow not remembering what I've done And I'll try my very best to just be
So afraid, full of fear Of success, of a step Of not being what I expect So afraid, I hold me near To my cave, my hiding place Comfort in isolation
And I will run with the symphony Of the poor little me in my head And I will dance to the orchestral poundings Of what used to be you in my bed And I will scream at the flowers For daring to be blooming near me And I'll wake up tomorrow not remembering what I've done And I'll try my very best to just be