If I showed my hand shaking like a leaf, you might not understand, but I bet you'd believe this bat is inside, crawling around the cobwebs in my mind that I try to drown out
You said I look like a ghost, man I almost was You said I need to let go, quit chasing that buzz, that picture in time, frozen like ice that girls keep repeating, beating me down to size
Well maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark I didn't get what I want, I got what I need Man, it hurts like hell down here on my knees Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?
The night is my friend, I blend in with the best: The vampires, the crooks, the felons and the rest Now we can pretend that we really care less, and act like we love what we really detest
Well maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark I didn't get what I want, I got what I need Man it hurts like hell down here on my knees Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?
Make this go away, I'm begging please there's little life left here for me to bleed Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?
I'm looking up but I'm feeling down, since I'm cutting these corners, was cutting me down to size
Am I losing control or losing my mind? I know for a fact I'm losing my last place to hide
Well maybe I'm blind, just throwing darts in the dark I didn't get what I want, I got what I need Man it hurts like hell down here on my knees Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?
My pulse is racing, I can't catch my breath This near-life experience scared me to death Is this where I end, or is this where we begin?