'Cause even a spotlight or a movie Couldn't show the side that I've been hiding lately And lately They say the old me's not the new me But the same me's still inside that I'm containing Unchain me
And I don't cry like I used to 'Cause I know these tears don't wash my sins away And I don't pray like I used to 'Cause I don't think I deserve the time of day
Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh
Listen, I'm sorry since you saw me I've sought through bones, took my heart out my body (mm) Heaven forgot me 'Cause I'm longing for the times when time was non-existent Kaleidoscope eyes I envision Combine our lives with a two-word sentence You said, " I do, " but I did not listen, oh
And I don't cry like I used to 'Cause I know these tears don't wash my sins away (don't wash them 'way now) And I don't pray like I used to (I don't pray, 'cause I) 'Cause I don't think I deserve the time of day
The cross I bear, I wear for my protection (wear for my protection) Abandoned and I'm searching for connection (searching for connection) I barely recognize my own reflection (it's my own reflection) 'Cause all I ever wanted was acceptance I fear rejection
And I don't cry like I used to (I don't cry, no) 'Cause I know these tears don't wash my sins away (wash my sins away) And I don't pray like I used to (I don't pray no more) 'Cause I don't think I deserve the time of day