I'm back home for the first time
Since I changed
You wouldn't recognize me
I'm so inspired these days
We take all the books off the shelves
I wanna read every word that's been written
I wanna get emotional by myself


How the hell am I okay?
Making music when half the world is cryin'
I'm learning how to save myself
Or at least I'll die tryin'

I'll play a song for drivin' with the windows down
Sippin' green tea but I'm angry so I spit it out
And I'm happy for the first time in months
I forgot that I'm in love with fallin' in love
And I hope one day I don't hate you like I do right now


I feel so good that I don't even check my phone
Then you know how to dance
But I don't get embarrassed anymore
When I remember being in love
I say names three times fast and I let you go
Then I call my sister she taught me everything I know


How the hell am I okay?
Making music when half the world is cryin'
I'm learning how to save myself
Or at least I'll die tryin'


I'll play a song for drivin' with the windows down
Sippin' green tea but I'm angry so I spit it out
And I'm happy for the first time in months
I forgot that I'm in love with fallin' in love
And I hope one day I don't hate you like I do right now