Drowning myself every night Me vs Me It's always been my biggest fight I've been so confused for so long The answers always seem so far out of sight So, I fill it up, fill it up one more time When everything is wrong and things don't still feel right. I'm in a tunnel but I can't see light!
I just wanna feel love again So I can let you in I just wanna feel whole again I just wanna feel whole again...
Where is my self control! Where is my self control!
And I've been thinking this could be the end of me Who is this person in the mirror I see And I have come so far, thought I was so strong The truth is I just fed myself a lie For too long. I never thought this would be me..
But now I'm on the verge of self destruction How could this happen to me?! I've never been the type to run from anything Run from anything!
So sick and tired of wondering where I would have gone My mother didn't raise me to become this Where did I go wrong
There is not much left of me I can't feel the ground beneath my feet There is not much left of me!
I let everyone around me down And now I'm at it, at the bottom of the bottle just to plug out the sound God I need you now!
I've been thinking this could be the end of me Who is this person in the mirror I see And I have come so far, thought I was so strong The truth is I just fed myself a lie For too long. This is my vice, this is me weak.
I need your love to erase this doubt I need your heart to pull me out Sometimes I feel like I will never learn Cause the bottles always there when I have nowhere else to turn Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn!
I take another sip The dark room that I'm in becomes diligently lit. This can't be all there is
And I've been thinking this could be the end of me Who is this person in the mirror I see And I have come so far, thought I was so strong The truth is I just fed myself a lie For too long. And the only one to blame is me
Who have I become?! This is my desperate ship Pull me out! Pull me out! God I need you now!