I cruise along and think I'm fine.
I feel the waves and the sunshine.

I lose myself and feel the tide.
I feel your presence at my side.

I feel no rush and think I am glad.
And yet something still makes me sad.

I feel it's someone else's stride,
And I am just along for the ride.

I could be fine and yet I strive,
As though I'm tumbling down
This endless hole.
I know I'd like to lead my life,
Feeling that I'm really in control.

I will look on as time just flies,
Content that I never ever might be whole.
I feel so down and yet would rise,
But I'm too scared that I might fall.

I remember the day I tried,
To remove the thorn in my side.
I wanted to retain it all,
I should have known it was your call.

In the end I got it all,
Got it all wrong.
Much too desperate
To hang on.

It was the day I lost it all,
Lost it all.

It was the day I lost control,
Lost control.

When I lost control.
When I lost control.