I remember
Mid september
A few years ago
Just a stupid worthless boy
By 18 or so
Crashing into someone's party
Trying to impress a girl
No time to care about tomorrow
As I was ruling the world

Then it all started to change
Everything's lost all the glow
The mirror shows I'm not the same
The drugs are pushing me below
As I crawl back to my bed
All my thoughts come down to one
If I just end it all now
Will I be missed by anyone?

I ask myself, where did it all go wrong?
I ask myself, where did it all go wrong?

So let me smoke my tears away
Let me pretend there's no today
I'm 23
Feeling not free
Nobody really likes me
My closest friends
Paper and pen
Are not enough to face the void
Inside my chest
Inside my head
The memories are hard to avoid

I took my shadow for a walk
It's good to have someone to talk
And it told me that I should stop
Trying to sabotage the clock
Because anything I do
Will not change my fucking past
All those things that already happened
Now are just old photographs

I ask myself, where did it all go wrong?
I ask myself, where did it all go wrong?
I ask myself, where did it all go wrong?
I ask myself, where did it all go wrong?
I ask myself, where did it all go wrong?
I ask myself, where did it all go wrong?

And looking at these photographs
I see that time goes by too fast
One day you are on the top
And by the next you fall apart
As I get older
Both my shoulders
Cannot stand the weight of truth
So I lie to myself saying
That I did all that I could