As a child Christopher was outspoken when it suited him at times he was quiet 
and of course he was mischievous as all little boys are as a young man he likes 
to do everything he liked to read he likes to be with his friends as young kids 
r young boys he enjoyed life everything that would make him happy r comfortable 
he would do but mostly he enjoyed being with his friends and family his early 
inspirations toward rap music were the LLs of the world the sugar hills the Mr. 
magic抯 and the fat boys of the rap channel those were all the things I heard in 
the house even though I called it noise and banging I know now that it is a 
accepted musical art form I was a single parent I raised my son on my own his 
father had no influence on his decision towards the musical outlet r career he 
chose my son had a mind of his own even if his father was around he would have  
turned to rap he loved music he loved rap at a point in my sons life he 
developed paranoia about death and about the dying we are living in a world of 
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perfect human beings we are  greed jealousy and envy or manifested by what 
others have accomplished in life  my son was very very much aware of that he 
appreciated his station in life on the directions in which he was going  are  
traveling on the other hand there were others who I should uhh use the hip hop 
phrase player hating and I think that is what resulted in his paranoia if I had 
to change anything in my sons life that would  have allowed him to be here 
today I would have deterred him from a career in music im aware that millions 
appreciated his music millions loved his music be that it may if he hadn抰 
chosen that life style that career my son would be alive today if I could sum 
up Christopher  in one word the word would be generous th thing that my  son 
loved most about life was the fact that he was in a position  to help position 
to share position to give to others who needed to others who wanted to others 
apreciat4d the gifts that he gave that抯 what he loved most