It's probably all just a delusion
Slipping in and setting me free
Sometimes when I feel like it's over
I pretend that you're still here
Watching over me

So dull and medicated
Complacency has taken all I am
Disgusted with my weakness
Forever having let this in
No one can

Show me the way out of hell
It's the only way I'm gonna break through

Everything I hold dear is only mine through deception
I'm not on solid ground
Any day now they'll find out what I am
And walk away
Everyone leaves in the end

So dull and medicated
Complacency has taken all I am
Disgusted with my weakness
Forever having let this in
No one can

Show me the way out of hell
It's the only way I'm gonna break through
Help me escape from the guilt
That rightfully belongs to you

When did I become the target of your debts?
So many years of pain I can't repay

Maybe just this once
These grey skies could be blue?
I'll see your bet for the stars
And I'll raise you

Show me the way out of hell
It's the only way I'm gonna break through
Help me escape from the guilt
That rightfully belongs to you

Disgusted with my weakness
Forever having let this in
No one can