it's a miracle we've gotten this far, and i guess i wouldn't change it, there's nothing we can do that's the ay things are; real fucked despite me having no spine. i'm not going to lie to cover your back anymore. don't know why i care, but i do, i don't care, but i do. we used to be a lot closer, somehow things changed, looking back you were always an asshole to me. slowly, stringed along, i'll do what you say, would's biggest example of idiocy. i'm not going to lie to cover your back anymore. don't know why i care, but i do, i don't care, but i do. one day i'll stand up to you and you won't be so big, until then i just hang my head. i'll convey frustration the best i can, but i'll always be ashamed.