I need to push it back, push it back again

I was lost in the ocean
I never knew that I could swim this far
I was lost in devotion
I never thought that I would fall for this
but I gave away my heart

But I gave away my heart
(I gave away my heart)

In these darkened days
I've got nothing left to hold on
But the morning rays
Are telling me to stay strong

(They are telling me)

How did I get myself into this wreck?
I never thought I'd push myself this far
so I keep asking
How did I lose myself and how do I live on like this?
I need to push it back, push it back again

I need to push it back again
I need to push it back

Maybe I look like I am fine
But take a look, you will see that I lost my spine
I feel so numb
I don't wanna be the person that I've become

In these darkened days
I've got nothing left to hold on
But the morning rays
Are telling me to stay strong

How did I get myself into this wreck?
I never thought I'd push myself this far
so I keep asking
How did I lose myself and how do I live on like this?
I need to push it back, push it back again

Even when I find myself in these darkened days
I leave these scars behind
before my mind decays

Even when I find myself in these darkened days
I leave these scars behind
before my mind decays
Even when I find myself in these darkened days
I leave these scars behind
before my mind decays

How did I get myself into this wreck?

How did I get myself into this wreck?
I never thought I'd push myself this far
so I keep asking
How did I lose myself and how do I live on like this?
I need to push it back, push it back again