An Averted Collapse

Youth spent in innocence
Finding the essence of life !
Influences, views and temptations
Only filth and snares all around
The first step of death,
Blissful and unearthly !
Unrepeatable freedom
On the wings of ruin.
The stuffy air stitched
By deadly emotions.
How weak and small we are !!
Raging cold mornings
A sweaty face
To search for own identity
In excrements and vomits
What a thin thread between
The life and infinity !
The second step of death
More beautiful and impressive,
Surrounded by flowers
On a fragrant meadow...
Flying to the unknown
Something inexplicable !
Even the abnormality is normal !
The damned morning / insane eyes
The smile of a curse on a cold wall
Crying, suffering and sorrow
Of pseudo-creatures...
Effort or help,
Indifference, ignorance ?
The third step of death.
- No
Caress in the swamp of hell
A hand and the common sense
A shiver and a cold sweat...
The drug ?
No, never / I´ve averted
The collapse...