Dear begetters, I'm understanding Not as callous as you fantasize If it's compassion, you are demanding I've really given it, not before your eyes, please realize Imagine me as a higher being Imagine all the broken pieces I could mend And eventhough I'm dreaming now Real is the love from me I'll send out to you... I'd love to give them a stroke Or tell them a joke But this was too real I screamed up to the sky: "Exchange theirs for mine!" But this was all too real! I tried to help someone out On a beautiful, shiney day A task so simple Yet making my life all grey 'Cos that day I had become the worst of devils And I wished that I was dead I almost took two lives away Of people... of people I'll never forget! I know... no one deserves this I know,.. I'm the one to blame I know... I never meant to harm anybody I know... I'll be living in shame!