Cyclical occurrences and cynical people

I can't tell which one of them is making me so evil

I hate the way my perspective has shifted

But feeling no remorse

for my actions is rather peaceful

I think too much, but I don't think at all

Pick apart your behavioural flaws

I don't know if there's a conversation

taking place around me

But if there is I have no intention to get involved

What are you waiting for?

What are you waiting for?

I find myself wondering what you told your therapist

Did you mention my inability to be remotely intimate?

I imagine what was said in response

"You could use your right hand

and the picture on your nightstand"

Drinking more and thinking less

Becoming increasingly reckless

Medication makes me drowsy

Your friends don't seem to understand me

What are you waiting for?

(I don't know what I'm waiting for)

What are you waiting for?

(I don't know what I'm waiting for)

What are you waiting for?

(I don't know what I'm waiting for)

What are you waiting for?

(I don't know what I'm waiting for)