I just wanna get to know myself
before my time comes to an end
If it's possible, maybe share my life with a friend
Never had nobody love me for the person that I am
I admit that my mistakes have helped me turn into a man
And I'm still searching for a plan, face taking me for a ride
Don't know quite where I'm going
But destiny's by my side and, yo
regret is nowhere to be seen
My reality's a fantasy, man I'm living my dreams

If today was my last day
I would write a song to let you know that
I thank you from the bottom of my soul
You saved my life, I could have been gone a while ago
Hope my enemies realize what I was standing for
I swear on my life that I'm spitting the truth
I make mistakes, I'm a human, I'm no different than you
Yo, and I just wanna thank the fans for y'all support
Every time I quit the game
y'all help me back up to the court
And told me, "keep going, keep moving, "
So in return I put my fucking life into this music
And I just pray that it helps y'all like it helped me
Even if it's only one person and no one else sees

Thou who hasn't sin may punish me for my sins
So before you point at me you better look deep
Within your own past and you always said I won't last
But I never surrounded myself by cats with no class
Everyone in my circle showed me a part of me
Helped me change for the better
and soon you'll probably see
That any situation you can learn from
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
like your first love

And I was always taught to wait until my turn comes
Now that it's here I'm getting what I deserve
I just wish I could go back into time and how it first was
I never really fully understood the word love
But it's something I'm certain about is deep inside me
But I ain't searching for it, I'm just gonna let it find me
Yeah, it's something I'm certain about, it's deep inside me
But I ain't searching for it, I'm just gonna let it find me

Dear lord, forgive me for my sins and watch over
The ones I love and if I shall pass today
I hope I'll be remembered by the good that I did rather
Than the mistakes that I've made
I thank you for what I do have
Instead of being ungrateful for what I'm missing
Now every breath is closer to my last
That's what makes that breath the fresh air
so much more valuable
In Jesus name my pray, amen