Why do we try to protect our hearts by pretendin' we don't have one? Try to escape from our fears, but we can't run Seems like we were drownin' from the start And this void in my heart is still as empty as the last one I know some people who get numb just to cope with they feelings I know some people broke inside even though they make millions I know some people stuck with someone thеy couldn't be real with I know some pеople hurt themselves when they supposed to be healin' So you hide your scars still hopin' you're worth it, but You were born to be real, not to be perfect, look I still question myself and I'm still searchin' for A perfect world where none of us feel worthless, look Music reminds me that pain is temporary Flowers remind me that rain is necessary I used to hold on to all of the trauma Of people who weighed me down, now those memories are dead and buried, mm There's beauty in lettin' go They say if you never try, then you'll never know I know what it's like to feel your heart gettin' cold Like the house that you livin' in that was never home Struggled as a kid, you was losin' focus Scars on your body from the people closest Pops wasn't around, teachers didn't notice That kid walkin' through the hallways feelin' hopeless No one notices your tears, no one notices your face No one notices your pain, but they notice your mistakes I know how it feels to be the one that was replaced And I know how it feels to wear these scars that don't erase And you feel like you alone in a crowd, uh Yellin' as loud as you can, seems like no one's hearin' a sound And I think I learned to get along with loneliness now But it's just hard to let anybody close to me now I mean, it's like nobody cares, this life just isn't fair And someone said that we repeat what we don't repair Sometimes we fall apart, sometimes we lose our heart When you can't find the light, I'll sit with you in the dark
I learned to love myself when I'm tired I learned to love myself when I'm weak I learned to love myself when I'm incomplete For so long, I just thought I wasn't able to And sometimes, yeah, I know it feels the same for you Yeah, sometimes, yeah, I know it feels the same for you Yeah, uh, sometimes
They say if you wanna fly, you gotta lose everything that weighs you down Used to get attached to those who couldn't stay around I used to give my heart away until it faded out Used to complain 'bout all the things I shoulda prayed about They called me 'sinner', they put me down, but I'm God's child Tried to be positive, I was just never taught how I lost my confidence walkin' 'round with a dark cloud Thinkin' no one ever loved me, why would they start now? Forgive the people who didn't know how to love you They were just teaching you how to love yourself, damn And I think life hit me the hardest the day I learned I loved somebody who loves someone else, well We let people in who don't deserve to stay And forgive the ones that hurt us, made us feel betrayed Sometimes we forget that we blessed to live another day I'm just scared I'll never find a way There was times darkness covered the light from my soul like an eclipse I studied the moon and how it glows and I'm convinced Sometimes we shine brighter in the darkness And I learned that it's not over when you lose, it's only over when you quit Sometimes I wanna talk to Grandpa, wish that I could Maybe I'd learn that it's okay to still be misunderstood Maybe he'd show me how to balance out the bad with the good Sometimes it's hard to show emotions when I know that I should But I hope he's proud of me, although he's not around I know his soul is in the sky, somewhere he's smilin' down Sometimes it reminds me to breathe when I'm 'bout to drown Sometimes I stare up at the stars and it calms me down But I learned to thank God for what He gave me There was a point where I thought nobody could save me There was a point where the Devil kept tryna break me But I picked myself up every time and that's what made me
See, I learned to love myself when I'm tired I learned to love myself when I'm weak I learned to love myself when I'm incomplete For so long, I just thought I wasn't able to Sometimes, yeah, look I said I learned to love myself when I'm tired I learned to love myself when I'm weak I learned to love myself when I'm incomplete For so long, I just thought I wasn't able to Sometimes, yeah, I know it feels the same for you
Yours Truly
Compositores: Marco A Archer (Phora), Paul Nathaniel Casanova (Casanova Beats) ECAD: Obra #33776769