Awaken to this day, body's already starved Continuation, the black is never far My heart seeks the light, but thoughts are bask in dark It starts with a tear, then rips into a scar
As I stand right here, my honesty has to speak Your drugs of contentment couldn't hold me down in peace I've got an urge to kill, and god I know it's wrong Save me lord save me, don't need no prison yard as home
Save my soul before my last love is hate Then I won't beg for patience and I'll become fail safe
I got a beautiful woman who stands strong at my side And a mighty god in Father Yah, still my reasons just don't rhyme A little pill supposed to kill and let my anger subside But if I slit a wrist or connect my fist, would an innocent face survive