I want consciousness
Thinking straight again is my only goal right now
Clarity in my head. Fuck this tunnel vision
I can't see on my end anyhow
But when I flicked the switch, my mind hit the black
As my head hit the ground
it all really set in. I don't want to fade out
I won't fade out. I've been a bit of a curse
to who I needed to be. (I'm losing sleep)
A perfect picture of me and who I used to see
(Full of self-deceit) I need clearer thoughts
A perfect picture is easier taken from scratch
A fire inside, I can no longer hide. I get burned every time
(Light the match)
I've been a bit of a curse to who I needed to be
(I'm losing sleep)
A perfect picture of me and who I used to see
(Full of self-deceit) All the words that I said
don't let them go to your head
(It was time well spent) All the pity you never meant
Leave me alone in my room
I'm better off with thoughts of you
I'll smoke until I am someone new
I'll be at ease when I'm through
A change of pace is what I'm after
I'm so devoid of laughter
I've been a bit of a curse to who I needed to be
(I'm losing sleep)
A perfect picture of me and who I used to see
(Full of self-deceit) All the words that I said
don't let them go to your head
(It was time well spent) All the pity you never meant
I don't want to fade out. I won't fade out